To the person who closed the Thread no worries I did not take any of it personal nor will I it is a Debate.
Indeed this needed to come out and honestly I have been waiting on it. This is a prime example of what should never happen. I made a mistake of allowing someone to bait me into doing something negative. I was wrong for Choosing to go down that route. Did I learn something from it? Yes that I need to understand, accept, and Realize I cannot control anything but my own actions and reactions. Also that I must take Responsibilities for my actions. Am I perfect? Not by a longshot. Am I striving to fimd a PositiveWay to get things done? Yes.
It is ok to make a Mistake as long as you Learn from it and strive to not repeat it again. Will I and others make mistakes? Yes. Am I being self-Righteous? No I understand that I make mistakes and will likely make more in the future. There is nothing wrong with trying to set the Bar and working towards it every day.